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I have to get back on the drawing and editing horse (Yes, there is a drawing horse and he's in my backyard). I have been dabbling with different types of drawing techniques, but I haven't had the time to upload any of the drawing that I drew during the last school semester. I'll try to upload something before the next week is over.
  • Listening to: Cars rushing by
  • Reading: This screen and TVD:Nightfall by L.J Smith
  • Eating: Subway six-inch tuna with the jalapeño brea
  • Eating: Coconut Cake
  • Drinking: Water
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No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.
  • Listening to: Naruto Shippūden Soundtrack
  • Eating: Quaker's Chewy
  • Drinking: Water
Here's a quick question:
Do you guys think I should make a comic?
  • Reading: The Mogimogi oekaki site
  • Playing: The waiting game
  • Eating: Chunky Monkey ice cream
Warning, small rant ahead:

For the sake of all that's good in this universe, please change the damn format back to the way it was before! It's absolutely horrible and it's an eyesore! It's completely unorganized. It's confusing and people are all complaining about it. I liked it the old version. I don't get it, why would you change a good thing?

The only thing I do like about it is the fact that you can see the drawings before you click on it.

That's all I have to say.
  • Reading: Damon Salvatore's/Scorpio Boy's Site
A heck of a lot have change since I last posted. For starters, I finished all of the senior events, graduated from high school and a bit discombobulated (I love that word) from all of the events that passed and the future plans for college.

I receive a Mac OS X laptop, an HP scanner, and an iPod through a scholarship. Ever since I got it, I've been looking left and right for image editor programs(Luckily, I found about three good free ones), a word processor (Lucked out on that one as well.), and a presentation program that's just like PowerPoint, except cheaper (Keynote is looking good right about now...)

Unfortunately, I'm still jobless and still looking. I only drew a couple of drawings and I haven't wrote a new poem in a while. However, I've been singing more made up songs while in shower than I usually do.

Well, I have to be ready to go to bed. I have to go to run some errands tomorrow.
-Tybaku/Corvine Eirene Fang
  • Watching: This site...
Darn that Steinburg! My group had to do a presentation and we didn't make it on time. One other group from yesterday didn't make their due time and they got to do their presentation during lunch. What kind of response did we received?
'Oh you can't do it doing lunch today, I have to get something to eat. You should have done it earlier today."

I had spend all of my time at lunch and 3rd period in order to finish that stupid powerpoint presentation. I am so sick of this class.
  • Listening to: Brain Dischargeby Centaurus
  • Watching: This site...
o.o Is there a mudkip virus on this site? I see mudkip avatars everywhere.
  • Listening to: As It Reaches My Heart
  • Reading: Lasher by Anne Rice
  • Watching: This site...
Well, I'm back where I started. In other words, without a computer. Ah well, at least I have computer class.
  • Listening to: The hum of the computer
  • Reading: Wicked
  • Watching: This site...
  • Playing: POTC Online
I haven't drawn anything for about seven or more months and now at this vampiric hour, I decided I want to draw. I must be nuts. I'm not even sure if I draw like I did before. And what's the use? I can't even scan anything! *pout* I miss using my scanner. I need a laptop and soon.
  • Listening to: The hum of the computer
  • Reading: Beginning Psychology
  • Watching: This site...
  • Eating: Chocolate pudding
  • Drinking: Chocolate milk
    I dreamt that I was a thousand year old tree and different types of animals lived on me. For a while, I was completely happy. Then one day, I felt extremely depressed. I was so stressed that I viciously ripped off all of my branches, while unintentionally killing all of the animals that made me their home. I slowly died, feeling guilty and alone.
    In my next dream, I was in the middle of a field (as a human), wearing a wedding dress. Suddenly, I felt arms being wrapped around me. Naturally, I jumped in surprise and turned to see it was a guy. He then dropped down on one of his kneees and said, "Will you marry me?" I did something unexpected, I ran from the man. He chased me around the field. When I turned around, I discovered he had a sharp blade in his hand. "Marry me or die, my love." He shouted with passion and desperation. I chose to continue to run, my lone action. Suddenly, I woke up.
  • Listening to: The hum of the computer
  • Reading: Wicked
  • Eating: Noodles
  • Drinking: Water
Stole it from Icis, who stole it from Midnight-Vixen

Check off the stupid things you have done since you've been here on this earth and remember. DO NOT include explanations!

Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
() Drank Alcohol


Level 2
() Are / Been In Love
() Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
() Been Fired


Level 3
() Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
(xxxxxxxxxxxxx) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
() Been Arrested
() Made Out With A Stranger
() Gone Out On A Blind Date


Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
() Seen Someone / Something Die


Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking


Level 6
(x It's good) Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding/SKiiNG
() Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
() Been in a Mosh Pit


Level 7
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/Like Loved/Liked Someone Who You Cant Have
() Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
() Made A Snow Angel


Level 8
() Had A Tea Party
() Flown A Kite
() Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
() Played Dress Up


Level 9
() Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
() Gone Sledding
() Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School


Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 12

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
() Stole something
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 15

Level 12
() Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
(x Sort of..I was hit by a car. Does that count? ) Been In A Car/Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 16

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 17

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Looked
(x) Witnessed A Crime
() Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 20

Level 15
() Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
() Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 22

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x How in the world is that stupid?) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x not in front of people) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 26

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
() Made Prank Phone Calls
() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
() Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 27

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
( ) Watched The Sun Set/sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
() Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere

SO FAR: 29

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x Tried to... I kept falling on my butt) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 31

Level 20
() Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
() Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 31

Level 22
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x and wore a fake mustache and beard as well XD) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
() Sat On A Roof Top
( ) Kissed A Worm

SO FAR: 32

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
() Recently Stayed Up for a while talkin to someone u care about

SO FAR: 33

Level 24
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had / Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 35

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 37

Level 26
() Played Chicken
() Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x, Mostly by sickos) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 39

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
() Caught A Butterfly
() Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 39

Level 28
( ) Mooned / Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon / Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x Nothing too serious) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 43

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
() Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 45

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Bitten A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
() Licked Someone

SO FAR: 48

Level 32
() been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
() flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas


Repost Your Results Like This...
I've Done *48 Out Of 150 Stupid things
  • Listening to: The hum of the computer
  • Reading: Adult Piano Adventures #1
  • Watching: Dead Like Me
  • Drinking: Pineapple juice
Especially when you have to learn a sixteen week lesson in six weeks. The first two days were disorienting. So far, we have to learn two songs over the weekend and I have to show on Monday. I've mastered only one: Yankee Doodle. The next one is a little difficult to learn. Oh and I have to pay for my books and the final is to perform in front of the college folk. Blah, I cannot wait till this is all over.
  • Listening to: The hum of the computer
  • Reading: This site
  • Drinking: Mocha Latte
Well, I realize what classes I'm going to take when I'm in college. I want to take Speech, Journalism, General Psychology, Physiological psychology, social psychology, lifespan human development, photography, Italian, and bthe History of Western Civil. I want to cover the whole spectrum of psychology, photography, and journalism so I could I apply it to my future job. And that about covers it. Oh wait and my b-day is in two weeks.
  • Listening to: The hum of the computer
  • Reading: This site
  • Drinking: Strawberry/White tea
There is three choices that is racing in my head. People are recommending a job at L.A. Teen Newspaper. One of my teacher recommending a job at L.A. Weekly  Newspaper. I want to temporary work at Universal Studio since they are hiring right now.

o.o I don't know which one to choose.
  • Listening to: The hum of the computer
  • Reading: This site
  • Eating: Noodles
  • Drinking: Mango tea
~*~deviantART Honesty Survey~*~


1. You MUST be honest, regardless of the question.

2. You MUST answer every question. (unless you are single and cannot answer the questions for taken ppl)

3. At the end of the survey, you must tag 5 other deviantArtists to take the same quiz

4. If you have been tagged, the tagger MUST remain annonymous. Simply title your dA journal: "Tagged Honestly."

5. Have fun!

~`*`~ GENERAL InFO~`*`~

1. How old are you?
17 about to 18 in one month.

2. Are you male or female?

3. What color is your hair?
I have dark brown hair, unfortunately.

4. What color are your eyes?
Dark brown, which is again unfortunate.

5. What color is your skin?
light brown

6. What is your favorite color?
I have many favorite colors. Black, dark blue, gray, silver, and white.

7. Are you single or taken?

8. If taken, how long?

9. Do you have any piercings?

10. If yes, how many and where?
5. Two in each ear.

11. How many physical scars do you have?
Too many to count.

12. How many pets do you have?
I have none.

13. What is your favorite band and why?
Muse, I guess. The reason for that is the music calms me down.


1. What is your deviant name?

2. How old were you when your got a dA account?
I think I was 15.

3. How many people on dA do you know in real life?

4. Do you have a crush on a dA member you don't know in real life?

5. How about a dA member you know in real life?

6. Do you hate anyone on dA that you don'k know in real life?
Not really...I have no reason to hate.

7. Do you hate anyone on dA that you know in real life? If yes, why?

8. Do people like your work?
Maybe, I don't know.

9. Which of your deviations do people most comment/favorite?
I don't know.

10. How did you discover deviantART?
I was looking for art site and I found it.

@>~~~x~~~RELATIONSHIPS. THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE UGLY (for taken ppl only)~~~X~~~<@

1. How did you and your bf/gf meet?

2. How did you feel about him/her when you met?

3. When did you two start going out?
^^^ -This is getting annoying-

4. Have you ever been in love? If yes, how many?
Does crushes count? Right now, I do not have a crush.

5. Name one thing that bothers you about your bf/gf.

6. What do you think bothers your bf/gf about you?

7. Do you think your bf/gf is sexy?

8. Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?
^^^ I wouldn't cheat though

9. Has your bf/gf ever cheated on you?

10. Are you ever afraid your bf/gf will cheat on you?

11. Do you ever feel like you are not good enough for your bf/gf?

12. Who asked who out?

13. In general, what is your perfect proposal famtasy?
During a romantic dinner.

14. Are you a virgin?

15. What is your marriage fantasy?
A marriage with a few people I know.

16. How many bf/gf's have you had?

~x~x~DEEP ABOUT YOU~x~x~

1. Have you ever been suicidal?
Yes, when I was 15.

2. Is it hard for you to get close to people and why?
Yes, the reason is that I've been alone most of my life and my family tend to stab people in the back...

3. Do you cry at funerals?
I used to.

4. Are you okay with letting people see you cry?
Of course not, it shows weakness and I hate being weak.

5. If you think one thing will definitely kill you, what will it be?
Probably my depression and other people.

6. Who knows you, besides yourself, better than anyone else?
My mother and Fronzel, they see the side of me that I tend to hide from others.

7. Has anyone told you that they wanted to be like you?

8. Do you want to have children?

9. Did you like this survey?
It was a bit annoying with the lovey-dovey questions.

~`*`~`*`~TAG FIVE PEOPLE~`*`~`*`~






-I do not have many people to add.
  • Listening to: The hum of the computer
  • Reading: This site
  • Eating: Noodles
  • Drinking: Mango tea
I am so sick of these 30 or something years old men trying to talk to females who are much younger them. Every freaking week, I have to deal with this almost every time I walk out of my house. Even a 70 year old man try to talk to me. It is so sickening!  I mean, are they that desperate for female human contact they would stoop that low? They need to stop and go see a bloody therapist!
   This morning, I was hit by a car. The light was green and still I was hit... When I was hit, I thought I was going to die.

   I was on my way to school at the time, trying to cross the street so I could take the bus to Sunset and Vine. I was hit on the left leg and I fell on my right side, bruising my face and my right arm. My keys and my glasses were both destroyed by cars. I was taken to the hospital and found out that I only sprained my left knee.

Unlikely what the media told the public, I didn't see my life pass right in front of my eyes. This accident, however, change my prospective in life. Everything I've been complaining about doesn't matter. When you die, no one would care if you have a bf/gf. When you die, no one would care if your computer been breaking down on you. When you die, shyness doesn't gets in your way. You're just dead. That's it, just a flame doused with the icy water of death.

For right now, I'm happy that I am alive and not a corpse lying on the pavement.
For now, I bid you adieu...
  • Listening to: My mother on my cell
  • Reading: This site
Darn it, I'm so sick of my stupid computer breaking down on me (I'm on the school's computer.) This is the ...-Count- fourth time that happened! I wonder my computer keep crapping out on me.  Especially at the time of the senior project. I just sent it back to my uncle and he said he'll bring it back next month. Now I have to do all of my work at school!
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: This site
The Ultimate Survey!

Section One: General Questions About You.

1. What's your name?

2. Age?

3. Gender?

4. Hair Color?

5. Eye Color?

6. Ethnicity?
French/Black/ Native American/ Puerto Rican

7. Do you have any pets?
None, I'm not allow to have pets in the current place I live in.

8. If so, how many and what?

9. What is your number one favorite band?
Nine Inch Nails

10. What is your number one favorite song?
Survalism by Nine Inch Nails

11. What is your number one favorite movie?
The Lost Boys

12. What is your favorite color?

13. Do you have any siblings?
Yes, three half-sisters and one half-brother.

14. What is your favorite food?

15. Who is your celebrity crush?
Milo Ventimiglia

16. What is your sexual orientation?

17. Do you think you're physically attractive?
Eh... next question

18. Are you a virgin?

Section Two: Your Friends

1. How many close friends do you have?
I don't know

2. Who have you known the longest?
I guess either Dasha or Fronzel

3. Have you ever kissed your current friends? If so, who?

4. Have you ever dated one of your friends?

5. Say something only one of your female friends would know.
"Spin the Sydnni!"

6. Say something only one of your male friends would know.
Muahahahahahaha!!! (Ok, it's not a quote...)

7. Do you love your friends?
Yes, I do.

8. Will you stay in touch with them forever?
I'll try

9. Who knows you better than anyone else, so much that it's creepy?
Hmmm, Fronzel

Section Three: Relationships

1. Do you like someone right now?
Nope, I'm quite pleased with my state right now.

2. Are you single or taken?
Single and proud of it!

3. If your are taken, are you in love? If you're single, have you been in love before?
Single and no

4. Would you stay with someone who cheats?

5. Would you ignore all your friends for your bf/gf?

6. Single: What does your dream guy/girl look like? Taken: What does your bf/gf look like?
Single: Don't care about hair color/eye color.

7. Single: Do you think you'll find your dream guy/girl? Taken: Do you think your bf/gf is good looking?
Nope, not by a long shot.

8. Single: What do you look for in a guy's/girl's personality? Taken: What do you love about your bf/gf's personality?
Must be kind and honest.

9. Would you ever cheat on your bf/gf?

10. Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?

11. Girls: If your bf cheated on you with a guy, how would you feel? Guys: If your gf cheated on you with a girl, how would you feel?
I would be pissed out.

12. Single: Why would you go out with someone? Taken: Why did you choose your bf/gf?
I don't know. Maybe I don't need anyone.

13. Single: How long have you liked the person you're crushing on? Taken: Be honest, how long were you crushing on you bf/gf before you started going out?
I don't know. I don't have a crush on anyone.

14. Single: Have you ever been kissed? Taken: Is your bf/gf a good kisser?

15. Have you ever gotten a hickey?

16. Have you ever given a hickey?

17. Do you want kids?

18. Single: Do you think guys should ask out girls or vice versa? Taken: Who asked who out?
I don't care.

19. Single: Are you happy being single? Taken: Are you happy being taken?
Quite happy.

20. Single: How soon do you think you'll find someone? Taken: How long have you been with your bf/gf?
Probably never.

21. If you lost your bf/gf (breakup/death) what would you do?
It would take me longer to get over the death. If someone broke up with me, who cares..

Section four: Ex-relationships

1. How many, (taken ppl: not including your current one) bf/gf's have you had? If not bf/gf's, friends with benefits?

2. Do you still talk to your ex?
I have none

3. One ex: Why did you split up? Multiple ex's: Why did you split up?

4. Would you get back together with any of your ex's?

5. Were you in love?

Section Five: Heartbreaks

1. Have you had your heart broken? If so, how many times?

2. Did you go out with the person you were in love with?

3. How did this person hurt you?

4. Do you still think about this person?

5. Do you still love this person?

6. Are you still friends with this person?

7. If not, do you miss this person's friendship?

8. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
How could I when no one really wants to know me?

Section Six: Shuffle time!

Set you iTunes or Windows Media Player to shuffle and answer each question with the title of each song that plays.

1. My birth was...
The Riot Charge

2. My friends are...
Blow me Away

3. My family is...
Damask Rose

4. My personality is...

5. My bf/gf is...
(Have none, but here it goes for the future...) New World

6. My ex is...
(None) Falling House of Cards

7. When I'm sad:

8. When I'm happy:

9. When I'm angry:

10. When I'm horny..

11. My ethnicity is...

12. My motto:
As I Scream

13. School is...

14. My hometown...

15. When I'm drunk:
More Human than Human (remix)

16. Heartbreak:
Take me to Serenity

17. My love life:
More to Suffer

Section Seven: Opinions

1. Gay Marriage: I'm cool with it. Let people be happy.

2. Christianity: I'm alright with it.

3.Scientology:Many said this many times before and I'm about to say the same: It's a freaking Cult!

4. Illegal Immigration: I have no problem. Some are nicer than most of the people that was born here. Beside, wasn't the people  who came here (The first "Americans") was the first illegal immgrants?

5. George W. Bush: Not a fan of him at ALL.

6. Veganism: I'm cool with it. More power to the people!

7. Paris Hilton: I wish people would stop talking about that slut (Forgive the out of character word, I'm just so sick of her!)

8. Broadway musicals: Annoying and ennui (<-Boring).

9. Michael Moore: Never heard of him.

10. Emo: Don't care for it.

Section Eight: This, that, or both?

1. Pepsi or coke?
Coke (Even though I don't drink that type of soda regularly)

2. Mint n Chip or Strawberry Cheesecake?
Mint n Chip.

3. Socks or bare feet?

4. Night or day?

5. Fall Out Boy or The Killers?
I guess The Killers.

6. White Stripes or Silversun Pickups?
White Stripes.

7. Tea or coffee?
Both, yum!

8. Half & Half or nondairy creamer?
Not my cup of tea

9. Regular sugar, Splenda, or Sweet n Low?
Regular sugar.

10. Dogs or cats?

11. Fish or hamsters?

Section Nine: I am currently...

1. Watching: 'Salem's Lot

2. Reading: Jenna Solitaire's Daughter of Destiny: Keeper of the Winds.

3. Eating: Nothing

4. Drinking:Nothing

5. Mood: this darn heat!

Section Ten: Who, what, when was the last...

1. Person you talked to in person?
My mom

2. Cartoon you watched?

3. Song you heard?

4. Person you kissed?
No one

5. Person you smacked?
No one...

6. Time you had cyber sex?

8. Time you had real sex?

9. Time you ate?
An hour ago

10. Person of the opposite sex you shared a bed with?
No one

11. Person to call you ?
My mom

12. Person to IM you?

13. Thing you laughed at really really hard?
The Lost Boys

14. Movie you saw in theaters?
The Simpson Movie

15. Orange thing you touched?
My dictionary (The home edition, not the one in my backpack)

16. Person you said "I love you" too?
My mom, my grandma, and my dad

17. Movie you watched at home?

18. Did you enjoy this survey?
It's ok, the most interesting I ever mess with.

19. Will the person who read this take it?

20. Bye!

DarkAlchemist15 and RainbowJerk, it's your turn!
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  • Reading: This site
I recently got my computer back after being repaired last night and I set the computer back up and everything and still, I'm having trouble with it (I'm typing on the new one now.) For starters:

1. I still can't scan
2. The resolution problem gotten worse.
3.)I still can't set my webcam's program on it.

This is getting frustating. All that it is good for now is a paper weight that can print.
  • Listening to: The tv
  • Reading: This site